Singing Heart
I Remember hearing a song and when I did my entire chest warming up. An unbelievable feeling that I can't get back or understand. What happens to these feelings? Where do they go? I've felt them once in 8 years. Why can't I feel them with the person I am with who I love? What is wrong with me? why do I only feel when people are absent? I cannot live in the real, it distracts me from my dreams.
I sit here trying to feel. I cannot. I became numb, I am numb. Well I am sad now. I am forgetting the girl and every time I do I die. She is my inspiration. The little girl inside me. I tell her not to worry that she will be beautiful and famous and men will love her and she will be proud to be me. I am obligated to her first before anyone else, to please her, to show her the way, to let her know that dreams come true; that you can live in a world of beauty and imagination. The "real world" will not take over her internal longing to be in her dreams.
The feeling of hope, promise and wonderment. I love her so much, may she never be disappointed in me.
Twirl in your beautiful dress, let your golden locks fly, don't be afraid to sing and be in front of others. You are beautiful and blessed Let yourself out for all to see, don't be afraid of what you think or feel because if you become afraid it will stay inside and destroy you.
